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Out of My Head

by Hate the Thought

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Hard Luck 04:02
It's hard luck I'm starving And I still can't sleep Caught up in nostalgia Grass stained, skinned knees Can't change but I want to Cause my hands aren't clean Caught up in the trauma I can't unsee Getting caught up in the worst of it You haven't left much to keep working with I take my time Work with these hands of mine There's too much hurt in this Who do you think deserves this shit? I pray from time to time but I think this failure is by design It's hard luck I'm starving And I still can't sleep Caught up in nostalgia Grass stained, skinned knees Can't change but I want to Cause my hands aren't clean Caught up in the trauma I can't unsee Fill a red bottle with pills again Still feel hollow Feel the guilt ascend I can't survive what you have in mind Said you'd breathe life into me Buried your knife deep into me instead I won't make it unless... You fall down by the wayside and give into progress It's hard luck I'm starving And I still can't sleep Caught up in nostalgia Grass stained, skinned knees Can't change but I want to Cause my hands aren't clean Caught up in the trauma I can't unsee
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Endlessly 02:40
Losing my mind Don't know what it feels like to be right To be right It's no surprise It creeps up everytime that I try to field the night Don't stop even in daylight Shadows in me Embracing them endlessly (The pressure to come clean) Disconnecting Can't seem to remember a thing (I'm out of my head it seems) Keep wasting light Need to make up lost time Can't decide Can't decide It's no surprise That I can't get anything right It won't suffice These mistakes aren't oversights Shadows in me Embracing them endlessly (The pressure to come clean) Disconnecting Can't seem to remember a thing (I'm out of my head it seems) Differences I know keep me stuck in this cycle I'd be lying if I told you I wasn't that concerned Differences I know keep me stuck in this cycle I'd be lying if I told you I wasn't that concerned Shadows in me Embracing them endlessly (The pressure to come clean) Disconnecting Can't seem to remember a thing (I'm out of my head it seems)
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How could I not feel misled? Isn't obvious that I'm caught in your web Leaching off of promises unkept Am I not in your head? Do you concentrate on the thoughts that you left? Leave me out rotting in suspense When it all ends When it's all said and done Eventually, you'll believe And realize it's enough Was it always a dream? A nightmare that I'm caught up in as I'm thrashing in my sheets It's all I think about at night You left me to my own devices Hoping I won't survive When it all ends When it's all said and done Eventually, you'll believe And realize it's enough Used to being wrote off In too deep to call it quits I've been at this so long Moving on from all of this Used to being wrote off In too deep to call it quits I've been at this so long Moving on from all of this
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Come Down 04:10
Drawing breath in Falling out Casting blame round and round Can't help but feel stuck in the worst way now Watch it all come down Crumble in the empty spaces Crawl along the ground Wither under expectation and let down Hold tight to these chains Break me out Cold nights, the leaves change Distant sound Can't help but feel stuck in the worst way now Fill my lungs up with water Keep it a secret Never mind Keep thinking of my daughter Leave it to me to analyze There isn't room to falter But there's a weakness I can't hide If only waves crashed softer I wouldn't dwell upon the tide The only thing that's left is to wait and Watch it all come down Crumble in the empty spaces Crawl along the ground Wither under expectation and let down I wish you hadn't left Cause I wasn't ready for this I've been carry this grief and building regret I can barely begin to process I'm clearly a mess I was still just a kid when I had to bury my friends

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released February 3, 2023

Produced by Hate the Thought
Recorded by Corey Halliday
Drums recorded by desmo.
Mixed/Mastered by desmo.

Photography by Mustafa Hussein
Artwork and creative direction by Austin Swart

Hate the Thought is:
Austin Swart - Vocals
Zack Davis - Vocals/Guitar
Kyle Svenson - Guitar
Ryan Poligni - Bass Guitar
Corey Halliday - Drums

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emo and pop punk influenced rock out of southern maine.

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